Make the Testaments Understandable My Long Term Goal
It is my belief that After everything I have been through in the last 25 years that I am on a journey of being trained for a much bigger I could think of or fantasize of. It is what God wants me to be doing now. Why I will explain.
But please remember this is only through the very limited mind of a mere mortal human being. I hope to bring inspired words to you, and I also hope to share a view of how I believe God is working today and has always worked.
Where It Sort Of Begins For Me, An Awakening
Back at the beginning for me, which was the mid-nineteen eighties, I had no idea the journey I would be taking. At that time I was in my early thirties, I was doing what I thought I best knew in how to make a living for my wife and two children. I was realizing that it wasn’t working out very well though.
What I was doing isn’t important, what is important is for me to share what was going on inside a scared, unsaved, and disciplined soul who naturally was living more for himself than for the family he had or for the community and world around him.
Where I was at the beginning was I had realized life was ticking on, time was going by really fast, and it just wasn’t working. Then it was it seemed that everything just wasn’t what I thought it was going to become.
So time for a change, I could change gears, it was my life, I was the captain of my ship. but it seemed to be that there were always other things that I hadn’t conceived or even foresaw as the way it could possibly really go. So more disappointments.
Then It Happened-Two Lightning Bolts
Bolt number one; my wife says to me one Sunday afternoon we need to make sure our daughter is introduced to a church. She needs to be exposed to God, and Church. So yes I agree.
You see I stopped going probably as a freshman or sophomore in high school, and the whole time my wife and I had dated we hadn’t ever attended a church together. She was raised as a Catholic, I was a Lutheran.
We had to take the catholic counseling required to get married and we had been married in her Catholic church. But we hadn’t ever attended any church the first full ten years of being married.
Bolt number two was that a friend from the college of my wife’s contacted me and shared a business idea with me. I became interested and one of the first things I was exposed to was reading self-improvement books and listening to business tapes.
From this, I was exposed to a few Sunday morning business sessions where a few of the most successful business people gave their testimonies which involved God and walking with him in their business.
Since I was very interested in making money and business I was eager to learn how to be more successful in business. Thus the journey started.
I would like to thank my family, my wife Colleen, and my three children Lyndsey, Elyse, and Matthew for tolerating at times Dad’s crazy ways in the last 30 some years. I have been seeking and working, much effort with few world success to show for it, but I do feel like I am so full now that after stumbling in an increasing amount of light, I know not how or why but I feel like I am supposed to create this course and series of PDFs.
I want to Thank two recent Lights of encouragement that have been given to me. They are Robin Cockrell And Lesley Stevens from The Pajama Affiliates Internet Marketing Teaching world.
Both of them have encouraged me in the last year to follow my heart is where I go with my internet activity. Well, this is it! So This will be where I believe I should be going.
I am fully expecting God and the Holy Spirit to direct my every step as I progress from this point forward. kind of like walking in blind faith! I trust we are going somewhere and I feel totally inadequate in taking you with me, but I know, I just know this is going somewhere.
Are you ready? Come along and see what you think?